Inside Out

WOW.

Life has lost it's mind. Seriously.

Thank GOODNESS the sun decided to come out today.

I'm considering it a tender mercy of the Lord because I needed some sunshine today.

Yesterday I dropped my Zoology class. It was kicking my butt something fierce. 

I have been discovering more and more how much I really don't like science. I have changed my major a few times to get away from the science classes. I thought I had decided on a Physical Education teacher a few weeks ago. And yes, that does include a few science classes but nowhere near the amount and intensity of a Nutrition degree, which is what I had in mind before. Anyways...a Physical Education teacher seemed to fit me better. I love to teach and I want to involved with kids. 

Well, I've been trying to think about what I picture myself doing. I kind of come up blank when it comes to which degree I should do. All I can think of is I want my life to be dedicated to helping others. It's a dream of mine to open up a homeless shelter and animal shelter. I want to be involved with charities and humanitarian efforts. I want to work with people and help them see their worth and the potential their life has. 

WHAT DEGREE IS THAT?? 

I feel like I'm taking a good step in that direction by serving a mission for my church. I will definitely be helping people see their worth and the potential their life has. So, I'm just finishing this semester then working to save money for the mish and then going on the mish.

I've never really had a solid good idea for a career for myself. When I was younger I wanted to be a famous singer. Throughout High School I wanted to a Psychologist and work in mental hospitals. Then I wanted to an Athletic Trainer. Then a Dietitian. 'This week' I want to a Physical Education teacher. My family makes fun of me because I'm always changing what I want to be and I always come up with weird ideas.

 I want to do everything! 

I wish. 

 I know I'll figure what I want to do. 

Until then...